I can't relate anymore
To anyone that used to know me before
Everything had dissipated and I fell apart
So I could reset my life and restart
Now those days are over
I replay them in my head
Coz when I'm sober
I still think of you til I see red
So I drink my medicine
And it goes straight to my head
I'm in love with danger again
I'm so tired
But I'm feeling alright
I had a good night
The demons in my head
Tucked me in tight
I'm ready to face the next day
I refuse to get in my own way
I may just stumble
I may just fall and lose it all
But best believe I'm off my knees
And if they're broken I will crawl my way
Into the next chapter
I bring the mother rapture
Crucify my inner demons
Fluid conditional adapter
Not a wordsmith but I'm trying
My vocabulary's high in
Words that don't make sense or fit together
Just like my thoughts
When I try to put them down on pen and paper
It's all blurry like my weekend
Where I fell into the deep end
And I drowned but woke up
Only drenched in sweat and regret
But relieved to realize that I'm nowhere near the end
Of my time here on this earth
Here's to family and friends
I can't relate anymore
To anyone that used to know me before
Everything had dissipated and I fell apart
So I could reset my life and restart
Now those days are over
I replay them in my head
Coz when I'm sober
I still think of you til I see red
So I drink my medicine
And it goes straight to my head
I'm in love with danger again
Get out my way
I'm stuck in the fast lane
In a life of perpetual madness
Insane like a
Hungry street dog
With rabies and mange
Just tearing through garbage
To get through the day
And it's lonely
I wish you would phone me
Tell me I'm your only
That's wishful thinking
I can't relate anymore
To anyone that used to know me before
Everything had dissipated and I fell apart
So I could reset my life and restart
Now those days are over
I replay them in my head
Coz when I'm sober
I still think of you til I see red
So I drink my medicine
And it goes straight to my head
I'm in love with danger again