How I Feel Video (MV)

I smoke for different reasons
We all got different demons
I cant get any sleep cause I've been scared of dreaming
I'm just tryna speak my mind I hope you hear the vision
I'm just tryna save my brothers keep em out of prison
I only want the best but you don't f*cking listen
I know that I'm a stubborn man in a stubborn world
You say you trust in God but never read the word
I just wanna leave the earth an fly up with the birds
Cause I got all these burdens that will start to hurt
Wait bitch before you leave I want my f*cking shirt
I gave you everything I guess I'm still the worst
We come from different places come from different dirt
This is just my thoughts an it's my daily mental
Please don't come to me an talk so sentimental
I'm better on my own an you don't like that
But when I walked away you didn't fight back

I want what I want
You always tell me to stop
I want what I deserve
I wanna eat my dessert
I want a slice of that pie
You know I hate when you cry
Why do good people die
Why do we smoke so much weed until we touching the sky
So I can talk to God an ask him if I'll be fine
To ask him if one day I can just stop and rewind
I needa let go
I know I needa just grow
I got lost in all the reasons that I should've said no
All because I get high when I'm low
They think I lost my soul