Found in December - Indecisive Lyrics

I can't find what I'm looking for
I don't know what I'm looking for
Oh F*ck, I'm faded
I don't wanna change it
I don't wanna wake up from this nightmare, no
I don't wanna go there
I don't wanna be there
So indecisive, what do I want?
Can't get my thoughts out anymore
My mind steady on the f*cking floor
Can't forget about what I did before
But I'm done, I've closed all of the doors
Can't forget about what I did before
But I'm done, I've closed all of the doors
I can't find what I'm looking for
I don't know what I'm looking for
All my thoughts adjacent
F*cking hate my placement
I don't wanna wake up tomorrow, no
I don't wanna go back
I F*cking hate that
So unsure of what I want
I can't allow myself to think short
Overthinking every minor thought
Retrace my steps and open all the doors
I can't find what I'm looking for
I don't know what I'm looking for
I can't find what I'm looking for
I don't know what I'm looking for