I guess this is what good love really feels like
I can't stop thinking of you makes me stay awake at night
But now I'm wishing I could sleep
I'm tired of the same f*cking shit every week
Hate your dumbass friends and your family too
Always making excuses your projecting as truth
Makes me feel so sick that I really wanna vomit
You're the reason that I try to drown myself in gin and tonic
I don't know what had happened but I see my future featuring you
The stars are always shining but they never shine as bright as you do
I feel so high around you like I'm higher than the astronauts flew
I'm lost in your protection destiny holds us together like glue
Maybe one day someday soon you'll grow up
Your immaturity is frightening and I've seen it close up
Your victim mentality leads to a false reality
F*ck this duality relationship's a fallacy
I'll tear myself apart before I put us back together
F*ck all the lies bitch your love is just whatever
I hate you I love you I hate that I love you
I hate you I love you I hate that I love you
Leave the lights on wouldn't be the first time we fought all night long
My fault this my fault that bending over backwards for you just to break your back
Entangled in my dreams more transfixing than a siren's song
You're my siren song
Spend every penny that I have if it means our bond will stay this strong
Well I f*ckin did it
Gave you everything I had but it didn't help, did it?
How many times you gonna rip my heart out
Claiming that you need space is how it always starts out
Then as soon as I move on you'll come back around
Treating me like f*ckin garbage in the lost and found
You're my muse the only reason that I do what I do
You're my dark and twisted fantasy your beauty pulls the lies from what's true
Got me feelin like Ye really playin the blame game
Was out of my mind thought we'd be sharing the same name
Bitch you suck you're my brain freeze
You always gave it up but real love was a tease
Hope you're in a plane crash wanna turn the page back
Make sense why your name rhymes with stage crash
Girl we're on fire now our love is turning to ash
Just like these Marlboro red packs
I hate you I love you I hate that I love you