Surrounded by family
But I still feel alone
The problem is you and me
And you think that we get along
Mama says you ain't blind
Is it just when you look at me
You say it's all in my mind
You never believe me
Remember when I broke my tennis racket
The Gatorade I spilled on my white jacket
I still smell sweat and feel the fear, I see your face
Remember when you left 'cuz I was losing
The way you show your love is so confusing
I still feel like that kid who hid from all your rage
But I still wish you stayed
You're a little too much
That's what you scream at me
You're always trying to be the judge
You make me the enemy
Remember when I broke my tennis racket
The Gatorade I spilled on my white jacket
I still smell sweat and feel the fear, I see your face
Remember when you left 'cuz I was losing
The way you show your love is so confusing
I still feel like that kid who hid from all your rage
But I still wish you stayed
Days and years keep passing by
I know that you still wonder why I left
The words sit on my chest
I wanna tell you
I wanna tell you
Remember when you told me I was crazy
You said I should move out because I'm lazy
I still smell wine and feel the heat across my face
Remember when I broke my tennis racket
The Gatorade I spilled on my white jacket
I still smell sweat and feel the fear, I see your face
Oh you left 'cuz I was losing
The way you show your love is so confusing
I am still that kid who hid from all your rage
But I still wish you stayed