I'm not okay, I'm not okay
But I pretend to be
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
But I pretend to be
Happy, happy, happy
But I am not happy you see
Happy, happy, happy
But I am not happy you see, yeah
When you left me, it felt like I lost part of my soul
Emotions yeah these emotions, feel like an overload
Flashbacks, flashbacks, I keep having flashbacks of you
I cry, I weep, I shutdown when I think of you
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
But I pretend to be
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
But I pretend to be
Happy, happy, happy
But I am not happy you see
Happy, happy, happy
But I am not happy you see, yeah
I did a lot of dumb shit, I regret how I treated you
I verbally abused you, and I cheated on you
But I'm not the only one, yeah you did the same to me
I wish things were different, but I can't change the past you see
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
But I pretend to be
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
But I pretend to be
Happy, happy, happy
But I am not happy you see
Happy, happy, happy
But I am not happy you see, yeah
I'm not okay, but that's okay I guess
I'm not okay, but that's okay I guess