Friends For Sale - An Easier Method Lyrics

And if there was, one last truth
You know I'd tell you everything that I knew
We're selling our days in a chemical haze
For an easier method
And if I were you I'd get
As far away from here as you can
You deserve more than I can offer
And I'm honestly not worth it
And I've wasted away
Waiting for something to change
It's summer again, another new plan
To get away from this town
And when that day's finally here
I will probably disappear
Into the world
To destroy myself
I've let everyone down
Let's let em' all down

So you can stay here and just waste away
But I've got somewhere to be
All I want is a day and a chance to be happy
So I ran to a different state.
Begged you to please come with me
And I can still hear you say
"It isn't that easy."

So I moved up north
With a cold and distant sort
I didn't find peace
Under those sheets
Are things I don't mention (No, no, never again, please don't take me back there)
But I still thought of you (Like you love me to)
While I was poisoned with booze (Drinkin' Drinkin' again...)
I'm sinking again, I thought this would end
But it didn't happen (No, no, stop don't turn back to that disease)
So I lie on this floor (I'm so sleepy...)
With a feeling I've felt before (Pushing downwards)
I just subsist, bereft and just pissed
That things never work out
And that day's finally here
But I'm broken and beaten and scared
It's hard to keep friends
When you've traded them in
For a promise of nothing
No, nothing at all!

So you can stay here and just waste away
But I've got somewhere to be
All I want is a day and a chance to be happy
So I ran to a different state.
Begged you to please come with me
And I can still hear you say:
"It isn't that easy."

So I will stay here as I waste away
I have nowhere to be
I used up my days and my chance to be happy
Said I should run far from this misery
Said "You can come with me"
And I could only say:
"It isn't that easy..."