Friends For Sale - Last Words Lyrics

Tell all my friends not to cry for me
I'm miserable, I just want peace
And when I'm gone, tears will come down your face
But please dry your eyes, I can easily be replaced
Six months from now I'll be erased
A memory, a foggy haze
And that grave you'll spend endless nights leaned up against
Talking to nothing, not making any sense
Will grow over with grass when you move away
And you'll leave me here rotting as I waste away!

You can't save me from this darkness
Moving forward with no progress
Find a new place, change your name
But everything stays the same
Everyone's made of paper, no nothing is real
Conversation's one sided, it's as fake as it feels
And when it's all over, they'll gather around my grave
Pretend like they knew more about me than just my name

Sell all my things to whoever pays
No reason to keep what has been debased
Tell Brian I tried to pull through
It's not your fault, there wasn't much you could do
And if Jake shows up, ask him where he's been
And why he only drove this far when it's the end
And to everyone else, when I asked for help
It was always "Too Busy" or "Tired as hell"
Surely you could've made the time
Well it doesn't matter, just enjoy your lives

You never help someone who's depressed
Because it's "Uncomfortable to address"
Throwing up without taking a drink
Staying high so they don't have to think
Sleeping with strangers, giving up on love
Getting nervous when you mention blood
On the verge of crying, but saying they're fine
Would you please just open up your eyes?
Yeah, maybe next time you will see the signs