Friends For Sale - Little Hints Lyrics

My first love, the one that ran around
My best friend, that always let me down
Where are you tonight?
Cause I've got nothing better to do
You're the best way to waste time
If this is all I mean to you, well I think I'm through
You get yours, I'll get mine
We fall in and out of letting down,
Is there just no middle ground to stand on?
We're just building up to the end
Can we just get it over with, please?
Maybe you're too blind to see,
That what you do is killing me!
Have you never noticed it,
Or do you just not give a shit?
Just come clean...
You gave me all these little hints
Like pieces that do not fit
But I keep turning them around...
Again and again...
Say I'll be just fine...
I just need to die one last time
All these words we've held inside
They are silent now, and burning out
As I say goodbye....
Fast forward 7 years, we still talk, but never hear
The tone...
Wasting days in our apartments, there's worse things
Than being alone...
Drunk on the floor again, trying to forget
I exist...
Empty bottles and pages displayed as if to say:
"Welcome to the accident!"
You still keep me up at night
It takes all that I have just to get by
All those promises that were lies...
They are distant now, and blurring out
As I close my eyes...
For the last time...