FrozenInMonochrome - PartyKiller Lyrics

I pull up to your house
You know I'm late
I'm just a flake
I'm sorry I made you wait
Everyone makes room
They tell me to have a seat
I'm okay in the corner
Standing on my feet

I don't need any company
Just this drink
Is alright with me

I get drunk enough to start telling jokes
I'm just a cloud of cologne and cigarette smoke
I just hope I wasn't too obnoxious this time
This time
Newly acquainted with people who are already friends
Outdated references and political trends
I'm just trying to fight off
To fight off the loneliness
But
I've come up short again

I get drunk enough to start telling jokes
I'm just a cloud of cologne and cigarette smoke
I just hope I wasn't too obnoxious this time
This time
This seems like this is as good as it gets
I know only loneliness and regret
I'm just trying to find out
If I can ever be whole again
If I have to die
Grant me one more sin

Everything's wound down
But I don't want to leave
I love you all
I'm sorry for my disease

Everything's wound down
But I don't want to leave
I love you all
I'm sorry for my disease