i feel sick when you're around Video (MV)

I never blamed you at all
It was my fault
But you can take it as you want
I'm sunk

I feel sick when you're around
I'm so sorry that you have to see me now
And I'm excited that you're here
But I know the only thing you're feeling
Is sadness from the words I'm singing

I could've spent
A little longer being your caring friend
What a nightmare
I want to make amends
But I'm confident you're better off

And I never blamed you at all
It was my fault
But you can take it as you want
I'm sunk

I told you no
I told you that I should say goodbye
I told you no
I told you that everything will be better if I said goodbye

I hope that I was right
Since we got along like houses set alight
Still I took flight

This extended long distance dismissal of interest
Supervised by painted crosses on our eyes

I was never one to take a chance
I really hope that one day, we'll be friends
I didn't mean to stitch a vendetta, on your favourite sweater
And cut all threads, that were previously said to be sewn just right

I should've spent
A little longer being your caring friend
What a nightmare
I want to make amends
But I'm confident you're better off

And you never stuttered at all
It was my call
But you can take it as you want
I'm sunk

I told you no
I told you that I should say goodbye
I told you no
I told you that everything will be better if I say goodbye

I swore, I swore
I'd leave you alone
In a place of rest, because my hearts a mess
But I saw, I saw you
Walk through the door
I was frozen still
I guess I'll never survive
Without you

I'll be the one and you'll be the one