Funk Dancing for Self Defence - Pretend Lyrics

I've been thinking to excess
'Cause everything has turned to shit
Wallow in the feeling then I'll throw up on your couch again

And you're never gonna get it back
There's something clever that I lack
I'm saving your face again
Lets get together and pretend

Lets pretend, lets pretend
That I've got my shit together
I don't mind, I don't mind
She said "better late than never"

I've been drowning in your ocean
I've been holding out for air
I have got no better reason to be this under-prepared

And you're never gonna get it back
It's quiet like a heart attack
You're losing your faith again
I'm losing grip of whats pretend

Lets pretend, lets pretend
That I've got my shit together
I don't mind, I don't mind
She said "better late than never"
Lets pretend, lets pretend
That I'm trying to get better
I don't mind, I don't mind
Does it ever really matter