Ghostwridah - Die Lyrics

Dear Lord, I hope again to get a second chance
I died just once, I'm on my second dance
I'm on my third child, my oldest one's eleven
They say "I love my love", so my focus is Heaven
My ambitions are gone, all I know is the struggle
Got me searching for answers, all I found is some trouble
Keep my hand on the Bible, pray to pray all the sinner
Serving junkies for breakfast just to pay for my dinner.
I ain't hustle for fun, I ain't shooting for style
I hate taking the chances just to feed all this mouths
Turn the gun to myself, I can't take all this stress
Hold the run from the low, trust I own my kanets
I see death in my dreams, every night I'm in tears
That's why he's after my soul, we've been fighting for years
So don't cry when I'm gone, just know it's God's will
If He don't catch me first, maybe the odds will.

If I should die
Just before my time
I won't die, 'cause I know you

Get dressed in the morning, my flag in my pocket
Momma hate that I bay, say she wished I was stopping
Just hope that I make it, help me, I'm afraid
Couple homies are dead, some got caught in the ray
What the hell I was thinking? Now I'm stuck in this color
I end up get in your head, bust up if you get another
This ain't how I vision, this ain't how I was raised
Pull my heart at confession prayin', I stay out of grave
Carry your loaded pistol or just keep it for show
Anyday I can die, just prefer that I know
Just wanna write my roles, a chance to kiss my mother
Tell my woman the real reason I can never love her.
See, I'm just too evolved, I can't get you involved
Some things are better when you even knew them all
So don't cry when I'm gone, just know it's God's will
And if He don't catch me first, maybe the odds will.

If I should die
All before my time
I won't die, 'cause I know you

I'm on top of the world, every pain I can reach
All is glamour and glits, paparazzi for weaks
How this only heals for the automobiles
Damn, I finally made it, no longer borrow for pills
But it's them I can't loan them, but f*ck loan and just keep it
I got money to burn, no extinguish be needed
And no one tell me shit, 'cause I'm rich and I'm right
27 and reckless, baby, yeah, this is the life
But not just every weekend, see, weekend to me is full
I know it's why I open a supply of keys for
So dancing with dingles, I said to let them leave
Picked them a couple leaches, but f*ck them, I let them see
What's in the hand lass, oh, it's me again
My momma, sorry, there's something you got to see again
But don't cry when I'm gone, maybe it's God's will
If He don't catch me first, maybe the odds will.

If I should die
All before my time
I won't die, 'cause I know you.