Guster - X-ray Eyes Lyrics

To clear the conscience of who I am
I break the silence that keeps it all in
I've given you everything I wish you knew
I did it for me
I didn't do it for you
I looked her way with x-ray eyes
And she looked like she was not even there
Preserving the things that I have kept from you
Didn't give them away when you had asked me to
You're pointing at me and how do I reply
I smash your fingers and drag you away
I looked away with X-ray eyes
And she looked like she was not even there
I cannot deny that I had planned this
I only gave till I was done
Fallen on me this happy ending
I know I was awake and she was numb
But then she started to leave
Finally started to leave
Then she looked like she was not even there