gayrat - self-expression Lyrics

Spilling out secrets that I swore I'd never tell
Wearing all this blasphemy, it really suits me well
When I'm dead and in the ground, will you be there to dig me up
Cause I swear I'll never die, at least I'll try not to, f*ck
I won't ever come around to your petty ideology
If you could burn me to the ground I'd turn to ash and honesty
Honestly, Id rather burn than listen
Why do you care about how I look all of a sudden
You think your phrase, it hurts me? Sucks for you, it really doesn't
I'm finding hints of confidence, embracing my identity
A shame all of these motherf*ckers stare and speak so foolishly
Oh, but "they/them" isn't singular
Read a f*cking book 'fore you throw 'round those transphobic slurs
I'm figuring this out, please be patient with me
If I don't answer, don't hold out, I'm probably catching on my beauty sleep
Beautiful descension into anxiety and apathy
Hardly show my face because it doesn't really look like me
Finding peace and comfort in knowing that I'm not alone
If only they could see me now, I don't think they'd really know