Gemini In The 8th - Arc Lyrics

I'm over possessive, obsessive
I get aggressive, protective
I ain't impressive
I'm depressive
Just wondering about these misconceptions
Wondering if I'll get into heaven
Will I learn my lesson
What's the message
That god is sending
What are these thoughts my mind has been infested
I'm not sacrilegious
I just sometimes wonder if there's a lack of what I'm given

And when I go down and come back up
Hope I make it through the arc
And don't drop down
Drop down
Don't drop down
I don't wanna go back into the ground
I wanna levitate
I don't wanna disintegrate
I want it made
I don't wanna fade
God help me
Please don't sell me

What's the worst turn I could take
What's the worst wrong I could make
What's gonna seal my fate
Is it too late
Can I change
Or is it too far gone to rearrange
Man I hate
This wondering and pondering
This flustering god fearing
Full of f*cking suffering hollering
What have I done like I don't f*cking understand
What's a sin can I make amends
Will I withstand to see the holy lands
I'll just sit here in the night in the dark trying guide myself to the light

And when I go down and come back up
Hope I make it through the arc
And don't drop down
Drop down
Don't drop down
I don't wanna go back into the ground
I wanna levitate
I don't wanna disintegrate
I want it made
I don't wanna fade
God help me
Please don't sell me