Circles Video (MV)

Feels like I'm runnin' in circles how many hurdles I gotta jump over to murder the part of the beat that I'm workin
Like I'm a walkin' cop to a burglar I never holstered the weapon I'm further
From gettin' pulled out of under the dirt like I'm holdin' the world together I'm certain
It's gonna rip me in half when I'm hurtin'
I'm at the center of everything
But at the edge of it lookin' in like I'm a perverted enemy
Is it the better me? Pathetic entity walkin' around but it's without identity
Have I been runnin' this rat race at a bad pace like I'm packed in cement for the past whole eight hours
I haven't ate all day and I fade away and I wish the weight that I'm holdin' would be taken off of these shoulders
Like a jacket carrying boulders comin' out the chamber when I'm unloaded
Hold up strapped in like a crash dummy I'm actin' like I'm a real person
Not made of plastic, chipped in cerebral I am systematic, don't fall for all the theatrics
Plannin' my tactics all my attacks will be so acrobatic
It's like I done studied gymnastics open the book and read that shit
If you wanna follow my actions, yeah
Hazards will be flashin' Mathers cooked with passion
And the plate he put out was tragic for anybody that followed after
But I'm tryna be that grill master now passed around like my stake
I put in the ground to show you I'm standin' proud of anything I put out, don't need that crowd
Abandoned child, left on the ground to grow up and be nothin' but vile
Where's my smile? Oh, I left it back in a Russian Walmart aisle
But weren't you happy bein' adopted? Yeah, but at a time I was unwanted and that shit haunts me
I'm an offspring when suspensions faulty
Where's my coffee
Wait a minute, I forgot I hate that taste of the ground I've been
Put there Too many times like a cold embrace when I'm up, I shake and shiver with a knife
I wither with the ice that formed In the heart of a bitter little woman
That didn't get that I was doin' what I did cause I am mentally unfit
To be in any iteration of a ship, no relation
Isolation is the only medication that I know I might be okay with
But I'm brained on an ECG, can acclaim that, gotta maintain the insane act
Gotta fake smile and a strange laugh, through the pain that
I hide in a labyrinth
And I'm amazed that I haven't found my way out yet
When I dabble in land nav gatherin' everything I need to get out
Uninhabit it , leave it barren, but I know that ain't happening
Scared that If anyone sees it, embarrassment, will be in my brain and nothing will compare with it
Everybody's laughin' with a rope to my wits, find me to a chair and tie me into it
So I can't get out
And someone's walkin' in my skin like I'm an outfit they could pick
And they had pulled me out the closet that I'm hiding in
Grown men cryin' when you feed them suffering all on my tray eat it up it's nothing big
Matter of fact, better get the chef to bring another in
Doubling all of my portions, shoveling it down, now I'm forcing
All of it to stay no choices, eat the fork, two more courses
That I'm drivin' on like a track to avoid this noise like an engine
Roar feel it in the core
Tightenin' a little more
Turn a four cylinder into a Porsche on the track when the chord is added
And the heartbeat gettin' rapid, now the blood is flowing
Pupils dilated when you fathom how far you would go
When You can really learn to spasm out all over on the mic in a brazen fashion
So don't delay the passion, you better be embracing it
Makin' it magic, cause I have done mechanic
But I've also been a man that was branded out by Uncle Sam
But maybe this is my new chance to introduce who I am