Two Sided Video (MV)

It's 7am and you're shouting loud
I'm doing my best just to hear you out
I know I got too drunk but you bring me down
I feel so much better when you're not around
I know too well it must take two to argue
But it's never the same when it's all about you
Taking shots at me what am I supposed to do
I've not stepped out of line what are you trying to prove

Don't talk to me about double standards
I don't understand how you think this happened
I can't begin to know how your head works
You make things up and it makes my head hurt
You make my head hurt
You make my head hurt

It's taken 4 months now but I still know how
You're better off at home bringing yourself down
With you're own perspective of being neglected
Everyone but me just seems to get it

You make no connections and drown in reflections
Of those who let go by
But it's not the same when you're at home
And I still don't know the reasons why

Don't talk to me about double standards
I don't understand how you think this happened
I can't begin to know how your head works
You make things up and it makes my head hurt
I don't know what you think you're doing
Trying to tell me that everything is ruined
It makes me think I shouldn't hold my breath
Otherwise you'll become another hole in my chest

I can't even begin to try think of what you said
It's taking me too long while it is running through my head
The way you try and change me makes me think what to do next
But what I'll do won't be with you you'll never understand

How can you tear me apart for all my flaws
Tell me my life sucks but it seems better than yours
I know it's because you're drunk again
But I can't let this keep on happening
How can you keep on doing this to me?
It f*cks us up and makes me see
You said if I gave you a chance you'd take it
I'm not sure why but I think I'd hate it