Until you were sure of me we couldn't meet the same fate
I left those bottles half-empty so we could drink at the same pace
I'm sure I didn't belong
The clock had stopped when you said I was wrong
What was it
You were trying to start?
Not friendship but full of lust and broken hearts
Was it really that worth it?
Did you think that I deserved this?
You made sure that I wasn't certain
When hypocrisy was right there on the surface
Yeah, I told you I was nervous
Then you went behind my back on f*cking purpose
And I know it took some guts to confess
But it still don't make sense
When you said that you would love me 'til the end
Yeah
Here I find you again
Laying down with my friends
Or at least I thought they were then
Make believe and pretend
Back and forth with amends
Never learn the lesson
'Til I'm down in the ditch and then you start to give in
Yeah, had me looking other ways
Divert my attention off the shit you say
To get me trapped inside you stupid games
I couldn't see the better days
Ambiguous state
Ambiguous state
GET OUT EVERY WAY
Double the dose up, get rid of the pain
Next time you suffer, remember my name
I'll grab my cigarettes and head up north
I can't express my feelings any more
So I drive around
Staring out
I can only see the colors of you doubt
And the glow of 'em makes me feel blind
I wish I could see your eyes in the street lights
I've come to realize
I need to get outside
Drag my feet around
Instead of counting flies
Was it really that worth it?
Did you think that I deserved this?
You made sure that I wasn't certain
When hypocrisy was right there on the surface
Was it really that worth it?
Did you think that I deserved this?
You made sure that I wasn't certain
When hypocrisy was right there on the surface
Ambiguous state
Double the dose up, get rid of the pain
Next time you suffer, remember my name
Ambigious state
I'll grab my cigarettes and head up north
I can't express my feelings any more
Ambiguous state
So I drive around
Staring out
I can only see the colors of you doubt
Ambiguous state
And the glow of 'em makes me feel blind
I wish I could see your eyes in the street lights