Ghost Ethos - Duality Lyrics

Sometimes i feel like there's two of me
They're in my head, battling for supremacy usually
Look or say the wrong thing
The Ghost will rear its ugly head eventually
Say i love you, then turn and he says f*ck you
(Wow you used to be an asshole, now you're a real nice guy)
Nah, you just caught a different side
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
My heads splitting
(Can you overdose on Aleve?)
Every day's a different fit
Bipolar fashion
But that ain't the whole story is it?
Lately the meds made the bad guy hide
Don't get it twisted
I can still channel him and wanna crack your skull wide
(He can say the past is the past....)
(He lied)
What's dead may have never actually died
Oh yeah he says he's fine
But he's dying on the inside
(You don't know what you're talking about, I'm fine)
Oh yeah you're fine, you're so high off your own supply
You can't stay inside the lines
Swerving in between realities
Changing mentalities
(Shut the f*ck up, you don't know the feelings I'm feeling)
You and I are the same person, i know exactly how you're designed
Love what you cant have
I know our kind
You're the f*cking reason we cant move on
(This again, why do you always have to remind)
My feelings are pure, just ill timed
(Sure lover boy, I'll keep my horns sharpened, you keep your halo shined)
We may be different strands in the fabric of this reality
But we will always be intertwined
Goddamn this Duality
Why can't I change my reality
Rid myself of this monkey on my back
Yet, when the chips are down
I rely on him...
The Ghost, to carry me through
Providing a new face for view
Oh what I would do
To rid myself of you
(Guess who's back, Back again)
(To save you from your next tragedy)
(No matter how you try to run and hide)
Shut up!
Why won't you just die
I'm tired of downing this pill bottle to silence you
(Listen kid, don't you see)
(We can coexist)
(The best of you, the worst of me)
(If you'll just let go and let me in)
Have you lost your f*cking mind?
(Oh the contrary)
(I've just grown tired of berating you)
(Now I must envelop you)
(Just so you can see)
(The world through the rose tinted glasses you seek)
(Don't be meek)
(Just accept it)
Goddamn this Duality
Why can't I change my reality
Yet, when the chips are down
I rely on him...
The Ghost, to carry me through
Providing a new face for view
Oh what to do
Do I let him in?
Do I let him win
Maybe it's time
Time to seek something that's been evading me....
(End this duality, seeking finality)