GHOSTBoi's - Luci Lyrics

All throughout my life they said they'd pray for me
Changed into the devil they afraid of me
Wonder why the kids would never play with me
Rollin dice I'm thinking twice gun aimed at me
Shamelessly
Painfully
Patiently
Waiting for my soul to rot body's gotta a vacancy

Drop to your knees
Pray for the death
Load the magazine
Aim for the head
Cold steel
Feel it pierce the chest
Hold still
Gut it nothing left
Stab it and I'll pull it out from the crux
Eat you alive cutting it up
Stomp on the remains it can't be enough
Shooting up my veins and I'm waking up
Covered in the stains this ain't my blood
Feeling nothingness I think I've gone numb
This ain't from drugs
Killing for fun
Heartless a killer is what I've become

All throughout my life they said they'd pray for me
Changed into the devil they afraid of me
Wonder why the kids would never play with me
Rollin dice I'm thinking twice gun aimed at me
Shamelessly
Painfully
Patiently
Waiting for my soul to rot body's gotta a vacancy

Lucifer sitting on my shoulder and she kept me company
She was asking for a kiss
Gun to my head n I aimed and I missed
She said take your knife and slit your wrist
Baby believe me I tried
That's why you won't see me tonight
Please don't waste your tears no reason to cry
Is it cliche if I wish I said goodbye?