Giant the Artist - You Want to Leave Lyrics

I'm not the man that you were looking for
But I became the man that took it on
Tried to be your strength when you were weak
Until you were strong
Then You were gone
And let me rest in peace
I was wrong all along for picking up the pieces
When I didn't know the puzzle
But was keeping that a secret
Smile through my weakness
Keep pretending that it's easy
And I'm so f*cking gullible for thinking that you need me

I don't understand
When you say we're through
Or we don't stand a chance
I can't believe you
Why you want to leave me so bad
Why you want to leave me so bad
Yeah

It all comes back eventually
Hashing out our clashes and it's bringing back these memories
It's alarming that you do not remember things
Moments I was vulnerable
Because to me they meant everything
Especially the times I confessed my insecurities
Whatever
I guess they meant way more to me
As you held hands I was bottling up misery
Now he's been forgotten but I'm a product of that history

I don't understand
When you say we're through
Or we don't stand a chance
I can't believe you
Why you want to leave me so bad
Why you want to leave me so bad
Yeah

Maybe it's a pattern of distraction from my habits
An addict for dramatics so we translate through theatrics
Manic on this mattress as my passion burns to ashes
I handed you the matches and you learned how you could scratch them
All of my devices getting used to your advantage
And all my sacrifices get confused for pure semantics
All the same strings connecting puppets to their masters
It's enough for us to shatter if I love you doesn't matter
It should

I don't understand
When you say we're through
Or we don't stand a chance
I can't believe you
Why you want to leave me so bad
Why you want to leave me so bad