Maybe? Video (MV)

Maybe I'm not, cut out for this life
Or maybe I'm not, doing shit right
Tryna, escape the thoughts in my head
Feel like I can't keep it to myself
Tryna play it cool but deep down I need help
I just can't do it all by myself
I'm simply changing, that's all I know
I'm just tryna grow, I've been staying strong
Smoking strong for way too long
I couldn't talk to you directly, I wrote you a note
I wrote some things on that paper that you need to know
I feel dead, now that you gone
Your voice in my head, it gets me out of my zone
My eyes tearing up, I'm reading our texts on my phone
It just don't feel, it just don't feel real to me
And I never said this but I don't like the way you do me
I gotta fill my mind up with shit that don't make me feel bad
Maybe I'm not, cut out for this life
Or maybe I'm not, doing shit right
Tryna, escape the thoughts in my head
Feel like I can't keep it to myself
Tryna play it cool but deep down I need help
I just can't do it all by myself
I just came to terms that nobody understand me
Not my friends, not my girl, not even my family
You said I never had your heart, but truth be told you never had me
You broke my trust and you said to leave your life, bitch I'll gladly
Bitch I'm going all in
You broke me down when you, yeah When you took me down with you
Yea when you, took me down with you
Ohhh, s-slowly going down that hole
And my thoughts eat me up
And sometimes I think
Maybe I'm not, cut out for this life
Or maybe I'm not, doing shit right
Tryna, escape the thoughts in my head
Feel like I can't keep it to myself
Tryna play it cool but deep down I need help
I just can't do it all by myself