Unrelenting tension
My world falls apart
The life that I know pulled away
Stuck in the same place
Searching for change
Searching for something to numb the pain
I feel the hand of death
Over your soul
While you rest your head
I never thought I'd hope for the end
When you clung to life
By a f*cking thread
Though I grieved in your passing
I know the world was too much to take
I would have carried your pain
But I will live in your memory
Unrelenting tension
I can't f*cking breathe
I can't feel the ground beneath me
Show me a purpose
Show me a sign
It's not safe inside my mind
I feel the hand of death
The sickness seething
Inside your chest
And as you breathe
Your final breath
I'm left with nothing
Forced to the edge
Though I grieved in your passing
I know the world was too much to take
I would have carried your pain
But I will live in your memory
Thick skin cuts the deepest