Gloomy Day - I Hate Lyrics

I hate
The amount of f*cking work to walk away
The emotion that it takes to cooperate
How everybody hangs on what I say
If you don't wanna stay then elaborate
And tell me to my ugly f*cking face
The direction of the eyes a saving grace
And I don't need a lot just need a taste
God dammit this whole year feels like a waste

Tell me I should love but I just hate

They tell me I should love but
I hate
How easy that it is to gain weight
And how it goes straight to my face
Like why's it all go to the same place?
And f*ck, its so hard to change fate
Maybe I was meant to be this way
A stupid loving loser everyday
I wish that I was opened up more to change
But maybe I was put on earth to hate

The sickness that won't stay out of my brain
The crashing that I feel hits like a train
The feeling that I'll never be the same
The worthless voice inside that's so insane

Today just doesn't feel like it's my day
Spilled the beans inside the microwave
I'm sorry its too much for you to stay
But maybe in some time you'll be okay

The amount of f*cking work to walk away
The emotion that it takes to cooperate
How everybody hangs on what I say
If you don't wanna stay then elaborate

I hate this
F*cking life here
(The amount of f*cking work to walk away)
Don't tell me
Its okay dear
(The emotion that it takes to cooperate)
I'm fed up
So disheartening
(How everybody hangs on what I say)
My minds blow
F*ck this carpeting
(If you don't wanna stay then elaborate)

I hate this
F*cking life here