Long time since I felt sane
Drugs taking over my brain
Pain I can never get away
Hoping I don't die this way
I'm ready to die
I'm ready to die
Be in the light
Just want to be in the light
I was oh so deep in my darkness
Getting laced in a run down apartment
I didn't care
I still got high
When they put me on papers
I lit up the k
One day
One hit
It send me to heaven
Thought I died
So I'm counting my blessings
But I didn't learn the lesson
Hard dealing with depression
Cause I feel the pain that's all around me
Don't show me no love
Don't get around me
I'm only about love
Til I d i e
Long time since I felt sane
Drugs taking over my brain
Pain I can never get away
Hoping I don't die this way
I just want cry
Thank God I'm alive
So many times you could of took me
So I'm staying out the way
Doing me
Just want to live to be happy
It's your lost if had me