Grant Sturm - Insomniac (TLDR) Lyrics

The hell you mean that it's all my fault
I'm a f*ckin' mess, a malfunctional adult
I saw you crying, I knew that I f*cked up
But this pressure in my chest says I'll never be enough

Don't you know that I'm so lonely?
I'd say it to your face, but then you might disown me
And I'm running out of Benadryl to sleep
My nights keep getting shorter, yeah, my days feel like weeks

Don't cause a scene, or I'll start one first
If you think I'm so bad, believe me, I feel worse
Responsibility's just not my game
I don't want another savior, because nothing's gonna change me

Don't you know that I'm so lonely?
I'd say it to your face, but then you might disown me
And I'm running out of Benadryl to sleep
My nights keep getting shorter, yeah, my days feel like weeks

You know you make me so damn happy
But I'm never happy for you, cause I know one day I'll bore you
And I can't keep taking pills to go to sleep
But God, it's hard to get good rest without you in my sheets

Don't you know that I'm so lonely?
(I don't care, just let me be)
I'd say it to your face, but then you might disown me
(I'm so burnt out dear, can't you see)
And I'm tired of taking Benadryl to sleep
(I don't feel safe in my own home)
My nights keep getting shorter, yeah, my days last weeks
(You weaponized my telephone like-)

I don't care about the things you say or think
The only time I listen's when I'm waiting turns to speak