GratitudeTX - Last words Lyrics

I wonder what heaven is like
I wanna live with God
There is no cure to this plague
I can't concentrate anymore

I will not recover from this
I can't silence the voices in my head
I don't want to fight anymore

I want to disappear

You were my best friend you should know that

These demons lurk and they never stop
We sow the seeds but poison the crop

I want this world to know
I need some time to grow

You have purpose
You have life
You're stronger than this
The light can get brighter

I need the hope
I need the truth
I need the confidence to pull through
To keep myself alive

I lost my mother
I lost my father
I really can't stand to lose another
What does it mean in life to exist
I need someone's hand to Pull me through
This

If I pull the trigger this pain will go away
There's so much more life to live
This darkness clouds my mind
Don't let these be you last words my friend.

We need the hope
We need the truth
We need the confidence to pull through
To keep ourselves alive