Poppa was a playa
Playa was in
F*ck it
Poppa was a playa, playa was in Poppa
I never forgave him for disrespecting my Momma
F*ck him, I'm still bitter, nigga this shit ain't over
As long as he's alive, the pain remains forever
Son of playa, but i'm far from a failure
Can't even lie the lack of love turned into anger
Forever scarred, forever hating myself
Least my Mom was always there, 4ever proud of myself
Wish my gramps was still here he'd be so proud of myself
Cuz everything I own now, I really copped it myself
All the pain I went through, I went throught it all by myself
Some shit my bum ass father could never ever teach me
I was asking God, why me?
Why can't I have a father that really loves me?
A painful situation that drove me crazy
Like having thoughts of killing him, his wife and his kids b
What the f*ck b!
I am not killer but don't push me
Said I'm not killer but don't try me
Cuz I grind for the family
Ride for the family
Rise with the family
Hey!
I am not killer but don't push me
I am not killer but don't push me
Said i'm far from killer
Far from a killer
Far from a killer
Hey!
Picture me pulling up on one of my ennemies
Like : "Remember me, O'lee from elementary"
Used to bully me, now tables turned, I got the strap on me
What it's gon be?
Me shooting you, or you calling the police?
I don't give a f*ck, I want yo' bread
And yo' Polo fleece
Ouh nice watch, nice chain, give me yo gold piece
Bitch nigga, weak nigga
Used to laugh at my swag with the broads
Wassup nigga?
Surprise motherf*cka, what you thought?
Bout time we switched the roles nigga what you thought?
The bullied became the bully nigga what you thought?
I prayed for this moment to happen nigga what you though
Trick
F*ck outta my face, with the past is the past shit
You wouldn't be saying this if you were in my shoes bitch
Talking about forgiveness, please go back to church bruh
God is the greatest but please move out the way bruh
I am not killer but don't push me
Said I'm not killer but don't try me
Cuz I grind for the family
Ride for the family
Rise with the family
Hey!
I am not killer but don't push me
I am not killer but don't push me
Said i'm far from killer
Far from a killer
Far from a killer
Hey!