GreenMusic - NYC Lyrics

The shock of the pain was real
I didn't wanna feel the pain of real life
Don't hold back, no more
I'm already crying through the floor
Brain's back, but I'm not all right
Done up and I can't come back to life
God, I know there's no afterlife
Nightmare on the TV, going insane
I know I ain't got much left to gain
I've already taken my brain
So I'll go and leave with this bloodstain
Living in the lie of my mind
Can't go back, can't fight what's inside
Now I've lost my mind, can't you hear my plea
I've strayed too far, in NYC
Don't know where I'm going, don't know who I'm gonna be
I'm breaking down in NYC
Will this aching feeling ever stop
My brain is pounding, pounding out of my head
I'm only a puppet on some strings
The city is holding me - ready to drop
I need to get out - I need to escape (you can never escape)
But can I ever really leave this cityscape
Unable to wake - never free from the night
These terrors are just under my bed
Nothing is the same, turned off the light
The panic inside me is left to spread
I'm wading through this endless dread
Living in the lie of my mind
Can go back, can't fight what's inside
Now I've lost my mind, can't you hear my plea
I've strayed too far, in NYC
Don't know where I'm going, don't know who I'm gonna be
I'm breaking down in NYC