Gregory Hernandez - Fantasizing Feelings Lyrics

Cruising down this lonesome neighborhood
Cruising 'round and I don't feel so good
Late night sobbing's become a daily thing
And I just wanna get rid of this feeling
Oranges are my favorite fruits
I like to walk without no shoes
In the pouring rain
'Cause I don't feel anything
No, I just wanna travel
Maybe a different state
But I'm desperate, think that I might end it
But I know, things will be better in the morning

I've been dying in my dreams
Trying to escape these things
I can't understand everything
I just wanna feel feelings
Some people say they don't exist
I act this way "because I'm pissed"
But truthfully I want some company
So I don't end up dying lonely