[ Featuring WILLIEXGE ]
So little love, I was the one I was searching for, searching for
So little love, maybe it's mine
What's going on, got a party tonight
Tell you it's mine, it's mine
I'm out of time
Highly motivated, so I motivate
They look to me because I know the way
Told them I show the way
My shoulders ache from all this weight
On my back till my shoulders break
But I won't ever cave
Like look how far we came, we ain't win by mistake
I put in a lot of time for this shit
I was on my ass, I ain't have nothing out of sin
Ain't no one to talk to, yell to God just to vent
Gave my heart to the wrong bitches, been problems ever since
I drain the pain away, smoke the pain away
And since you gone, it's not the same today
Some shit I can't explain today
God please take this rain away, take this burden off my back
Lately it's been crushing me, feels like I'm gonna collapse
It's so hard to trust these bitches, like they don't know how to act
I don't listen, nothing on the sets, cause most these people cap
I've been working on myself, I've been running up the bag
I ain't worried bout nothing else, chasing things we never had
I've been searching for something that's real, something that's real
I'm smoking weed and popping pills right now
I got some shit that I ain't tryna feel, ain't tryna feel
And it's so hard for me to trust love, because I seen love get people killed, get people killed
And I got gone make a change, because if I don't then nobody will, nobody will
I don't think you understand the way I felt for you
Played them same games we played with the same cards that were dealt to you
Fear just gonna hide your emotion, no sense in helping you
I'm losing my patience, I'm so confused, don't know what else to do
Cause I woke up this morning, and I had to face the truth
Woke up next to nobody, kinda wishing it was you
I disrespected you and I lied to you
Might've crossed a few boundaries, one like this at first
I had you fooled when you found me, yeah, yeah
Well let me play in your mind, I know that I can be a devil
When an angel disguised
I'll attract you and have you attached to all this charm that I got
Behind it all lies the mask of the pain I deprive
I've been searching for something that's real, something that's real
I'm smoking weed and popping pills right now
I got some shit that I ain't tryna feel, ain't tryna feel
And it's so hard for me to trust love, because I seen love get people killed
Get people killed
And I gotta go and make a change, because if I don't then nobody will
Nobody will
Nobody will, yeah
Oh yeah, then nobody will
And lately I've been searching
Yeah, I've been searching
I've been searching for something that's real
Yeah, oh yeah, something that's real
Something that's real
