Tryna make it
I aint never looking back
If you wanna tell em something homie go and tell em that
Thats real rap
Thats real rap
And Im gone
New decade is approaching I'm reflective of the past one
I was 18 at the beginning of the last one
I'd say I've grown well
I say this all the time but the year I learned a lot about myself was 2012
Ironically that was the year that I started rappin
Woods heard my songs and he said let's get it crackin
First song was Sports Talk man it was a classic
At his apartment every night tryna make the magic
Sorry for our fallout bro that was on me
You tried to make me better was too arrogant to see
Took me workin with other artists just to truly see
We been squashed it years ago but it was never beef
Ending friendships is so regretful
But can't mend it with certain ones they disrespectful
Said my wife's name so you know that I had to check you
I washed my hands of it like I'm bout to leave the restroom wish you well God bless you
And I heard you mad I wasn't at your link up
You ain't get the message ain't no more we or us
An apology before moving forward is a must,
But even after that it's gon be hard for me to trust
But It is what it is
I won't forget it about it but I guess I can forgive
That's water under bridge man I got bigger fish
Thinking bout what kind of father I'll be to my kids if the Lord give us kids
Will I be able to feel whatever they going through
Will I be able to live whatever I'm showin to em
Will me and wifey's relationship change cuz of the them
Will they appreciate all the things that we'll do for them
Sometimes we scared of the future and all that it holds
But the future always being good to me though
God reminds us of our past so we can stick to goals
I seen my ex at the mall same night that I proposed
I know hell is hot but you know the Devil cold
And he never sleep so you better stay woke
My biggest fear in life aside from being broke
Is to die knowing I ain't help our name grow
You know I got a Balanced Legacy and I'm a Unique MC
And I Hustle different you can see Courages Growth in me
Way too much Resiliency my Family mean the world to me
I'm Special this may be the last time you ever hear from me
Legacy
And Im Gone
Juggle through life tryna keep my balance
Whats your legacy like
Im truly Unique its only one of me in these streets boy
Even with a dusty pen you know Im spitting high caliber
I been hustling for a long time
Did it all without fear I'll be damned if I'm afraid
And Im not the same person this is growth to me
Told you Im going nowhere
Want our bodies and our family dynamics healthy
One of a kind truly special Im a different guy
And Im Gone
Whats your legacy like