Growing Pains - Numb Lyrics

Lil baby brought me over
She was my drug and she forced me to be sober
You cannot call out my name and expect me
To answer if you will not do me the same
I will sit back and pop back and relax
Cuz I hear that the x will get rid of my pain
Rid the pain rid the pain
All this money make me faint I
It don't alleviate the pain I
I am scared in my brain I
I won't ever be the same I
I'm so tired of this game I
She don't break bones but breaks hearts with the same line
Had me hating while I'm waiting at the same time
I was vacant while I'm taken at the same time
Heart was like a land mine
My mind was like a jammed line
I might just die of an overdose
Want to be so numb I can't feel my soul
I feel I've been down this road before
Six going on six and my heart on the floor
Give it up give it up
I need angels but my demons show me love
Fight my demons but the fight is not enough
Broke my heart broke the deal broke my trust
Baby can you come and tell me if you realize
We got together broke apart like way too many times
Need to keep it locked down when you're by my side
You're the only one none these lames is a friend of mine
I'm so tired of this heartbreak
Got me stuck inside this cycle like it's all day
They say distance makes it fonder this ain't foreplay
I don't need no time before I show love for my shorty
Baby I don't want to be sober
Thinking bout you all the time when it's over
Thinking bout the times that we had
I guess I'm trying to find myself some closure
I might just die of an overdose
Want to be so numb I can't feel my soul
I feel I've been down this road before
Six going on six and my heart on the floor