Trying Video (MV)

That's what I get for trying
Hey
Kinda hard for me to breathe feel like I'm dying
I tried to give you all my love that's what I get for trying
I fell for the deceit and all yo lies again
Don't know if you hurt my heart or it's my pride again
Don't know how I got in this predicament
We was pose to be just friends but end up serious
But you start catching feelings Man that shit contagious
Tell me how you go and switch up on the greatest
Bitch I said I was falling shoulda told me you wouldn't catch me
Got me scrolling past all ya pics you post your new nigga
You Trippin now why you go do that shit
You know you vulnerable all your feelings you don't really love that nigga
All it took was one time for you to see me with a bitch and switch on a nigga
But how you just gon play me I'm the greatest
You gon cry me a river you know you down graded
F*cking on that nigga knowing you think about me daily
He catch you staring say was wrong you say nothing baby you tripping
But I'm all your head you think about me who Im f*cking and loving on now
Who I'm gon give that good mouth to
Have em screaming out my name you know what it's about
You know you gon miss it
All in the shower pin you on the wall
Pull my dreads when you fill it you miss it
I know you gone miss it
Hey
Kinda hard for me to breathe feel like I'm dying
I tried to give you all my love that's what I get for trying
I fell for the deceit and all yo lies again
Don't know if you hurt my heart or it's my pride again
Shoulda stuck to the code kept my heart inside my pocket
Ran me up a check woulda been too busy counting profit
To lose focus I fell off tryna get back to my reality
Guess
That's what I get for trying
You got me thinking
Really got me contemplating about shit that we did
Thinking bout places we been
You f*cked it all up blow that shit in the wind
Got me smoking hella daily
I use the gas to meditate
Say it was just a mistake
You wish you could take it all back but you can't
Shoulda thought about that shit before you made some move
It's too late to say sorry I ain't got shit to lose
Gave me the blues im thumbing thru 100's I'm flexing on you
I put that shit in the past
So anybody ask about her I'm looking like who
Ion even know that bitch
All in my feelings I f*cked on her friend
Had them hoes beefing yo secret came out
Thought I ain't know but the streets talk a lot
Shoulda kept that shit solid with me I could respect you mo
Now when I look at you only see you as a hoe
F*ck yo apology ain't no mo reasoning
Ion wan hear that shit f*ck all that pleading shit
Save all that for who you sleeping with
Heart cold I'll freeze a bitch
Look in my eyes you know that it's real like why would I lie to you
Look in my eyes you knew it was real I pushed my pride aside for you
Hey
Kinda hard for me to breathe feel like I'm dying
I tried to give you all my love that's what I get for trying
I fell for the deceit and all yo lies again
Don't know if you hurt my heart or it's my pride again
Shoulda stuck to the code kept my heart inside my pocket
Ran me up a check woulda been too busy counting profit
To lose focus I fell off tryna get back to my reality
Guess
That's what I get for trying