I don't wanna think about it
Shift the focus
Always try to look through
Like what's the motive
And everything that I do
It goes unnoticed
Trying to figure it out
Like what's the notion
I guess I've never been one
To be all open
Try not to think about that
Just for the moment
So I close my eyes
Feels like I'm floating
I don't really know whats going on
Oh my god
Told my mom that I'm not addicted
Scared of being sober
I won't lie I was getting lifted
Hence the lack of closure