Hella Down - Divert Lyrics

I didn't want to write this
But I think it's time i get it off my chest
For a while I lost feeling
Feeling of happiness that I finally gave my self
By loving me more that your obsession with yourself
Don't get started
This has nothing to do with you

It's about me finally
Going back to being a child
Going back and learning to smile

Between me and you
I buried this deep inside me
I didn't think I'd actually bleed

Don't know if I'm glad to be alive
Don't know what to say half the time

But that's how it's always been
Not holding a conversation
Never able to explain myself
This is one way I found and have dealt

I can finally breathe I can finally see
I can finally feel what's inside of me

Everyone always saw me as that happy kid
But no one knew including me
That I was lost and had to let go
Before my mind did rot and explode

Between me and you
I haven't given up
Well not today, and that's enough.

It's about me, finally.