Hourglass - On the Brink Lyrics

I can't move, I can't sleep
I can't eat, I can't breathe
Without pain.

I feel weak, I feel trapped
I feel tired, I feel sapped
Once again.

I am done, I am gone
I am spent, I am drawn
To the brink.

Every time this happens,
I lose the ground I've gained.
If this is what my life is,
complaints can’t be contained.

I'm beat down, I'm held up
I'm held down, I'm beat up
Is there nothing I can do?

I'm led right, I'm pulled wrong
I'm pushed right, I'm dead wrong
If I admit that I am through.

I was strong, I was me
I was whole, I was free
Without pain.

I want hope, I want time
I want health, I want life
Once again.

I need help, I need you
I need peace, I need to
Live again.

Every time this happens,
I should be more aware.
It's nothing I can't handle
even though it seems unfair.

I'm beat down, I'm held up
I'm held down, I'm beat up
Is there nothing I can do?

I'm led right, I'm pulled wrong
I'm pushed right, I'm dead wrong
If I admit that I am through.

Evaluating, complicating, accelerating to the brink.
Accumulating, calculating, substantiating at the brink.
Negotiating, meditating, separating on the brink.
Retaliating, isolating, evaporating from the brink.
Hallucinating, regulating, medicating to the brink.
Disintegrating, speculating, fluctuating at the brink.
Concentrating, navigating, suffocating on the brink.
Operating, supplicating, liberating from the brink.

I have faith, I have will
I have strength, I have still
To overcome.

I won't stop, I won't break
I won't lose, I won't take
Anymore.

I will stand, I will fight
I will try, I will right
what is wrong.

Every time this happens,
I know what I derive.
I always receive strength from you
that helps me to survive.

I'm beat down, I'm held up
I'm held down, I'm beat up
But there’s something I can do.

I'm led right, I'm pulled wrong
I'm pushed right, I'm dead wrong
If I think I won't pull through.