Hai Red - Wondering Lyrics

I've been wondering if my life truly has a purpose
Suffering to find the meaning so I'm feeling worthless
I've been wondering if my mistakes we're even worth it
Cause every time I think back to it man i do regret it
I've been wondering if I had been a different race
Would I go through the same shit or would I live in grace
I've been wondering if I passed away today
Would everyone act like everything is may okay

All I ever do is wonder wonder wonder
'Bout the things you just can't answer answer answer
Some say they know but all they do is chatter chatter
Humans lie but that's just human nature nature

Can I find the answers that I'm looking for
Or is it possible there's no answer at all
Can I find they answer while I'm still alive
Or is it possible I'll find em when I die

I've been wondering if my life truly has a purpose
Suffering to find the meaning so I'm feeling worthless
I've been wondering if my mistakes we're even worth it
Cause every time I think back to it man i do regret it
I've been wondering if I had been a different race
Would I go through the same shit or would I live in grace
I've been wondering if I passed away today
Would everyone act like everything is may okay

These past few months I've been wondering lately
About life n death I don't know why exactly
But these the type of thoughts that make feel so shaky
Want it gone but it keep coming back like acne
So many mysteries that have't been solved
And knowing this I don't feel whole by the heart
Been years and I'm still looking for that part
But I don't think I had one from the start

I've been wondering if my life truly has a purpose
Suffering to find the meaning so I'm feeling worthless
I've been wondering if my mistakes we're even worth it
Cause every time I think back to it man i do regret it
I've been wondering if I had been a different race
Would I go through the same shit or would I live in grace
I've been wondering if I passed away today
Would everyone act like everything is may okay

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