The Martian Video (MV)

It's not as lonely as it seems
All drugged up on Dramamine
Sixteen hours off the surface
Constant pounding in my head
Comms are on in seven minutes
Oh, there's so much to be said
Less than a day in Outer Space
Yeah, there's so much to be said
1, 2, 3
I'm the first one to be here
I'm the first one to make it
I'll miss you so much
But today I can't say it
A world is approaching
It's not the one you're on
Red planets and rovers
Don't forget me while I'm gone
How are the neighbors and our teens
You fill my mind, you fill my dreams
All the science is so novel
Not the pounding in my head
A year in, a year later
Am I still in the papers
Do they know that I'm broken
In my heart and in my mind
I'm the first one to be here
I'm the first one to make it
I miss you so much
Today did I say it
This world is amazing
It's not the one you're on
Red planets and rovers
Don't forget me while I'm gone
In orbit tomorrow
On Earth, day to follow
You're not on the comms
Why won't you respond
Houston's voice is hollow
I'm the new Apollo
You're not on the comms
Why won't you respond
Why won't you respond
I'm the first one to be here
I'm the first one to make it
I miss you so much
Today I can't
The world is approaching
The one I left you on
Years up in space
But you're the one that's gone
Can you hear my heart it is beating
All these stars away I am breathing
Can you see in my mind, I am lying
Left here alone, my heart it is dying
(This has always been my dream)
I'm the first one to be here
I'm the first one to make it
I miss you so much
Today I can't
The world is approaching
The one I left you on
Years up in space
But you're the one that's gone
First one to be here
First one to make it
I miss you so much
Today I can't take it
(My will is dying)
Oh my
(I'm sorry mother)
Goodbye
(I'm sorry brother)
Oh my
(So sorry father)
Goodbye
(Don't even bother)
I am The Martian
(I am The Martian)
I am The Martian
(I am The Martian)
I am The Martian
(I am The Martian)
I am The Martian
Aborting this mission, thrusters are failing
Aborting this mission, thrusters are failing
Aborting this mission, thrusters are failing
(I am The Martian)
Aborting this mission, thrusters are failing
(I am The Martian)
Aborting this mission, thrusters are failing
(I am The Martian)
Aborting this mission, thrusters are failing
(I am The Martian)
Aborting this mission, thrusters are failing
Aborting this mission, my heart is failing