The Meaning of Self Restraint Video (MV)

We're dying. For 30 long years, I gave 100% to be the best that I can be
Aspirations, they're dangerous devices caught up in the moment - I don't know
The meaning, of self restraint, I got a ticket too stop now is too late
Learn to, see the world through different eyes, I tried I just cant let it go
We're dying. I've never had, a strong sense of self confidence its true I am susceptible
Temptations, they're so overpowering I cant resist cant let it go
The consequences, of letting go, I can weigh it up - I know the risk
My strength comes, through riding out these amber waves of sonic sound inside my mind
My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window, and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be grey, but your picture on my wall
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
We're dying. For thirty years I gave everything my bodies broken my spirits numb, and I can't ever let it go
We're dying