The Bell Jar Video (MV)

You think I'm pretty dancing in the dark
But don't follow suit or you'll end in my arms
Cause I've been laughing at myself for far too long
I know I should stop, I need to move on
I'll stand right here with my heart on my sleeve
Knees to the ground while you just watch it bleed
Won't you please zoom out your scope
See that I'm not better
It drives me round and round the bend
Are you part of me, are we just friends
We talk peace, we make amends
But we both know how this one ends
Feel her fingers claw my skin
And I can't help but let you in
Though I've tried to be immune
I'll be seeing Sylvia
And you call
And you call
And you call
But you know that I've got nothing to say
She whispers to me in the dead of night
Stood on the balcony oncoming lights
We all feel the tug of the great wide unknown
It's calling you out till we pick up the phone
Wish I could take back my tongue from your lips
Writhe on the bed with my head between hips
Both hate and love is what I feel for you now
You're gasping for air, take your head out the clouds
And you call
And you call
But you know that I've got nothing to say
And you call
And you call
And you call
But Sylvias calling my name
Figs in the story
They branch out before me
The future so gold as the
Fruits stand and wink
The love of another
Or gold fame or glory
The search of the earth
Or the thoughts to think
Lovers past and present hold
Fruits unripe and buds unrolled
Seated at its bow, unmoved
Hunger pangs oh which to choose
Although I want them all to taste
In choosing one, the rest will waste
Fear it holds my legs so flat
As figs do wrinkle and turn black
One by one they touch my feet
Hissing fills my lungs
And you call
And you call
And you call
But you know that I've got nothing to say
And you call
And you call
And you call
But Sylvias calling
My name