Halocentric - got me dead Lyrics

She got me dead
She got me dead
She got me dead
She got me dead
I pay my debts
I made amends
I'm still so lost
Still so lost
I'm in my thoughts
I plead again
Let me fade I fade away
I blow the smoke I fade to space
I find a way to elevate
But somedays I could still feel all the pain
I saw everything it washes out
I blow it all go through an ounce
Tell me what is it about
Is it me I'm just making this sound
Feeling lost
And she got me dead
But I know the cost
So I pay my debts
What she fantasize
Lays within these dreams
Life is heaven sent
And it's on repeat
I let it recollect
And I can't feel the same 'til the very end
And it's in my veins
And I can't explain
Hit the blunt two times just to separate
Oh she got me dead
Cause she don't love me
Now I'm left with the dread
Now I'm in the mix thinking 'bout what she said
But one things for sure that I won't resent
Sparking up on the leaf
Jumping off the cliff just to find relief
Floating up above then I'm falling deep
Fallin in and out of reality
Yeah she hate me 'cause I'm dead
But I'm left with the dread
And I don't even know will the feeling ever end
So blurry everytime I try to think
I've been off of the edge
I've been off of the brink
But it's all for the love
But I can barely breathe
I'm stuck in a loop
All these songs that I sing
Don't know what to think
Got me so close to the brink
Might need another drink
Emotions pouring down the sink
Feeling so dead
Going straight to my head
But I couldn't let it break me
So I made amends
I done hate myself too
Wanna end it all
So I'm close to the edge
I'm close to the edge
Hate me 'cause I'm dead
Yeah she hate me 'cause I'm dead
Yeah she hate me 'cause I'm