When I start to get depressed
I look up words in the dictionary
So confusing
All the words are so confusing
When I start to get stressed
I put myself inside a box
So amusing
My life is so amusing
When I start to miss you
I watch old videos of good times
So intruding
I always feel so intruding
When I start to lose it
I write of happier conversations
So alluding
I make it seem so alluding
Don't give give me an option
Cause I'll go
I'm not your f*cking joker
I'm not your toy to beat up
I'm nothing but myself
And that's all that's being asked of me