Harleigh-Jay Roberts - Dark Feelings Lyrics

Dark feelings inside, make me wanna hide
But I have to push through
Cause I have people who, who need me, need me
I've started to find that I've fallen behind
So I'm pushing through, but
It isn't gonna be easy, easy, easy
When I try to think back to when this all started
I think of all the times that I've been brokenhearted
It's hard to pinpoint just one thing and say, yeah, that's what's caused it
I think it's bits of everything just rolled up into one thing
And I don't wanna let all this shit define me
Don't like talking about it so I let the silence find me
Every day's a struggle and I'm still trying to fight it
But just cause I won't say it doesn't mean that I won't write it
So yes, I'm carrying around a piece of paper
To write down all my fears that will creep back up on me later
And all my insecurities that hold me back and make me weak
I write them down and get relief oh
Dark feelings inside, make me wanna hide
But I have to push through
Cause I have people who, who need me, need me
I've started to find that I've fallen behind
So I'm pushing through, but
It isn't gonna be easy, easy, easy
I have to say I think it's hard being a woman
Men expect us all to slave away over another
We have to look a certain way, work twice as hard for equal pay
Man f*ck this society
Dark feelings inside, make me wanna hide
But I'm pushing through
Cause I have people who, who need me, need me
I've started to find that I've fallen behind
So I'm pushing through, but
It isn't gonna be easy, easy, easy
It was never gonna be easy, oh
But I have to push through
And all the up hill battles that I have to do
If I just take it day by day, then I will never lose hope
Take it day by day
I will always find my way
If I take my time, I know I'll be fine
And all of these dark feelings that I keep inside
I won't let them beat me down, no I won't hide
And although I've fallen behind
You can bet that I will catch back up and you'll see me strive on
Strive on
Strive on
Strive on