Hate Seed - The Beast Inside Lyrics

It's me
An antisocial communist
Or maybe I'm an anarchist
A nonconformist atheist
I like to stay alone
I'm always wrong
I'm just a f*cking poor
A skeleton with broken bones
A f*cking proletarian paying a rent
My back is bent
I'm not so innocent
Responsible for what I do
For my mistakes I won't blame you at all
And there's no god
There is no f*cking lord
The universe won't give a shit
I know it's bad to be a pessimist
Thoughts exploding in my mind
Feeling like I'm gonna die
Hate is violent and extreme
In the hell inside of me
The beast inside
Inside of me
The beast inside
Of me
I'm f*cked
I'm feeling like I'm always trapped
Or maybe I just think too much
A broken mind without a crutch
A vessel with no soul
Out of control
Unable to say no
The sense of guilt when I do so
My feelings are a misanthropic clot
How do I stop?
How do I f*cking drop
This violence inside my thoughts
The hurt inside the people that I love
My heart explodes
The pain inside my bones
I know it's just my f*cking fault
I'm feeling so unfit and bad and wrong
Thoughts exploding in my mind
Feeling like I'm gonna die
Hate is violent and extreme
In the hell inside of me
Here is no peace
My endless fall
Unwanted wars
Speaking is so useless when the gun has shot
Carve another scar inside and bleed some more
The hopelessness is part of me becoming old
The more I learn the less I know
People I hate
Will die in pain
This is my f*cking childish dreaming
'Cause in the end the evil wins
There is no hell to burn and punish burn and punish
There is no karmic wheel
The endless injustice is real
Fear inside my heart and mind
Fear what I've become with time
Hurt myself to keep behind
Locked and tied the beast inside
The beast inside