Heaven's Tea - Who Am I Lyrics

I'm sorry for being someone else
I'm sorry for hiding myself
If you knew the truth it would be hell
I'm feeling in a shell
I wanna be yours, you wanna be mine
But is there time, I'm afraid
This isn't me, I'm not Rodney
Or Heaven's tea but I'm sorry
I can't me be anymore
I'm crying on the floor
These projects bring out someone
That wouldn't live for some fun
Just wants his life to be done
And fall asleep before sun
My projects bring out someone
That would kill just for some fun
Just want my life to be run
And wake before the sun

Who am I now?
Please let me know
Please let me know

I'm sorry you can't trust me
I'm tired of your pity
I just seem to lose time
It's easier to face another lifetime
Than to deal with mine
In the nighttime
When it's showtime
In the springtime
Make another Columbine, and then I'll redefine
What it means to be on a killing spree, low-key
I feel like I've lost my mind
So sorry if I'm unkind
I just can't seem to unwind, so f*ck being on a grind
Cause I can't just be defined
I feel like I can't be outshined
So I might as well just have died

Who am I now?
Please let me know
Please let me know

What did you just called me? Say my name!
Tyler Durden, Tyler Durden, you f*cking freak, what's going on? I'm coming over
No, wait Marla, I'm not there!
You broke your promise
Jesus, Tyler
You f*cking talked to her about it
Tyler, what the f*ck is going on here