Helena Mayer - lost Lyrics

Was afraid of my feelings
They were feelin' too strong
Was afraid of the ceilin'
At least the floor wasn't wrong
And I tried to stuff em down, but that wasn't viable
But now I never can find 'em
Knockin' down every door
Checkin under the mattress
Where I put them before
Yea I tried to stuff em down but that ain't advisable
I gave in to what you wanted me to be
I was lost yea, i was, I was lost yea
I was lost, i was, I was lost yea
I was lost yea, i was, I was lost yea
Gonna make me spell it out
I was lost yea, i was, I was lost yea
I was lost, i was, I was lost yea
I was lost yea, i was, I was lost yea
Oh, oh, oh, oh ooh
I kept on changing the meaning
Losing identity
In my head I was screaming
Cause I felt incomplete
Yea I tried to stuff em down now Im certifiable
Feelin' like I played a part and never noticed yea
Its like its time to cut it off the credits rolling yea
Can't explain how I feel but the difference is sizable
I gave into what you wanted me to be
Oh what you wanted me to be
I was lost yea, i was, I was lost yea
I was lost , i was, I was lost yea
I was lost yea, i was, I was lost yea
Gonna make me spell it out
I was lost yea, i was, I was lost yea
I was lost, i was, I was lost yea
I was lost yea, i was, I was lost yea
Oh, oh, oh, oh ooh
I was, I was, I was lost yea
I was, I was, I was lost yea
I was, I was, I was lost yea, aye
I was, I was, I was lost yea
I was, I was, I was lost yea, I was lost yea
I was lost yea, i was, I was lost yea
I was lost, i was, I was lost yea
I was lost yea, i was, I was lost yea