Spark Video (MV)

Won't end up crying on the floor again
Been there, done that, I'm over it
Can always count on being bored and then
Replying to you way too quick
You're an addiction, not like I would know
But I'm ignoring help for it
I'd hate you if it meant I'd let you go
But it's boring being a dick

I'm too impulsive to keep anyone
But I'm still trying to keep in touch
Maturity itself is overdone
But am I asking for too much
Usual tactics tend to wear me out
So now I'm stuck right where I stand
I'll exhaust you to death, without a doubt
With no good options, that's the plan

Nothing seems to work in terms of
Getting you out of my head
I can see the spark from above
Forming a halo as it descends
Flashing lights keep my attention
You've taken note of my regard
I'll move on as soon as I can
But finding a single reason's too hard

My persistence makes me seem like a freak
My endless whining's getting old
You're not afraid to say I'm immature
And quite a bit, that's what I'm told
I'm trying to figure out how I can quit
Obsessing over what's been done
Extended exposure resets the clock
And then I'm right back at square one

I need solution that's permanent
I need another crazy plan
But nothing satisfies me anymore
And I'm too dumb to understand
So tell me: am I trying anymore
Or did I give up right away
You're still the ache inside my retinas
I hate it, whatever the case

Nothing seems to work in terms of
Getting you out of my head
I can see the spark from above
Forming a halo as it descends
Flashing lights keep my attention
You've taken note of my regard
I'll move on as soon as I can
But finding a single reason's too hard

I don't want to lose you, but I've got to get by
Stuck in my old ways, I don't know what else to try

Nothing seems to work in terms of
Getting you out of my head
I can see the spark from above
Forming a halo as it descends
Flashing lights keep my attention
You've taken note of my regard
I'll move on as soon as I can
I'll move on as soon as I can
But finding a single reason's too hard