Mourning Never Comes Video (MV)

Anxiety is creeping, prescriptions refilling
They filling my mouth and they locking me out
With the demons still lurking, they possessing me now
I'm still hearing the footsteps through out of my house
With my finger still itching to blow my head out and my body still shaking
I'm ending it now, as I'm tying the noose, I'm still thinking 'bout you
Leave me behind, I don't matter to you
You need a new life so I'm giving you mine
I wish and I wish that we had some more time
But it's never too late, maybe this time you're right
Please just forget me, no matter, don't matter, just seek for some light to escape out the night
I lost you that once but now f*ck it, it's twice
Last time for a year and now it's for life
I loved you forever, 'til my death, now it's time
Gash in my skull waiting for a pick up
Play this when I die, who the f*ck give a f*ck?
No one give a f*ck when it's lonely at the top
Now I'm staring down the barrel at the bottom frozen up
I ain't give a shit about a thing you say
I'm tired of the questions asking ''Leto you ok?''
No I'm f*cking not, I just wanna loosen up
Only problem is now my noose is tight as f*ck
Had it and I lost it, say I'm sorry it don't cut it
Losing everybody 'round me, all I say is ''f*cking f*ck it''
When it comes to f*cking this, or it comes to f*cking that
I know I'm at the bottom so I take a seat and laugh
At my sorrow and misfortunes, I'm a problem and a half
Burning all my bridges by the inches, f*ck a plan
My only plan is suicide, what the f*ck you think?
You know I f*cking love you but I know this f*cking it, hoe